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[26 Sep 2007|03:11pm] |
new life new journal
anonymous reader...
check it out
dimepieceSTFD
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| well well |
[26 Sep 2007|02:50pm] |
well its been awhile...
and for my one anonymous reader I apoligize...
things have been going well
I moved back to Jupiter and in with Pete.
I love it.
its awesome having a house to ourselves.
He is awesome...
I am working at a skate shop now.
in the office.
planning things and ordering and all that good stuff
and we are doing the tshirts a lot
i have a line coming out soon and im excited..
thats about all over here..
just been super busy...
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[09 May 2007|05:52pm] |
the new place is cool..
still trying to get everything settled in..
ive been writing some lyrics lately so i can become a hip hop queen....just need to get some beats...
hiphoptiptop07
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| well |
[30 Apr 2007|12:58pm] |
i move into my new place tomorrow.
im kinda excited.
lots of things are going on.
ive been super busy and broke.
but things are about to get better i can feel it.
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| not working |
[05 Apr 2007|04:54pm] |
so i got this laptop out at the library in hopes that i would focus a little better and get some of this work done...
but it isnt working..obviously.
i cant focus on anything....my mind is running in a million different directions at once and i just want to be in a cold room sleeping....
i feel like shit
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| bleh |
[04 Apr 2007|10:16pm] |
i feel really numb lately.
which isn't like me
but im almost not complaining.
i actually had to force myself to cry on the way home tonight.
and that scared me but at the same time i loved it.
and the people i care a bout need to stop getting hurt...
i dont like that.
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[03 Apr 2007|10:28am] |
things were getting better.
then they just stopped.
and now i feel like shit
last night was fun..coulda been better.
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| yesterday |
[30 Mar 2007|12:18pm] |
i realized that things are gonna be ok
and that at this present moment i love my life.
i cant wait for summer
im gonna live it up and wear out every fucking minute of it...
i am so excited for life.
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[23 Mar 2007|11:03am] |
Hi everyone;
Just wanted to let you know that we are doing OK and things are moving
(slowing) towards rebuilding. Our house is pretty much gutted out but
they are still finding some problems. We have three broken gables in the
front of the house and now they have found that we have trusses that are
cracked. The cinder block area over the garage has to come down and be
rebuilt-the
wind cracked it pretty good. We are staying in a relatives house here
in the Villages close to our house which is been great. Our insurance
company has been fantastic though this whole thing. When I get the pictures on
the computer I will send you a before and after of the house.
We are still waiting for our car to be repaired. That was a disaster.
Our insuracne company has been great but the first place we had it towed to
were horrible. Good thing for golf carts. We rented a car for the first
two weeks after the tornado so we could get all the stuff done we needed.
The insurance paid up to $600 for the rental so we use it only when we need
too.
Trying to save as much of our own money.
We both are doing well mentally. Still have problems sleeping at
night. At least my heart doesn't come thru my chest for the first hour when we go
to bed. I am still very jumpy with loud noises and bad weather. Vic is
finally sleeping better. He would wake up at 3:12 am, often. We have
started to get back to a normal life!! Golfing/bowling/ballroom
dancing. I have gone back to work for Hospice and putting in a lot more hours then
I should but I want to have everything done and paid for at the end of
this and maybe I can officially retire.
We have had a lot of support from friends from up North that are living
here. Vic's son has been a great help and a tremendous amount of
support. I can't say enough about Red Cross who helped the community out for
weeks after the storm. Members in our old church in Palm Beach County also
helped out tremendously.
Our neighbors are all doing well. We are all using the same contrator
so we are together a lot keeping up with what is going on.
Keep in touch. Once we are rebuilt you are all welcome to come and
visit.
Love,
Debbie and Vic
my family has the worst luck ever...but I am so greatful that I havent lost any of them yet
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[22 Mar 2007|03:51pm] |
so it turns out that most of my friends actually suck
im so over the bullshit
and the cop was right i should be hanging out with people my own age
get the fuck over it
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| anger |
[15 Mar 2007|01:36pm] |
i really hate people..i really do.i dont know why..every day I try really hard to just let shit go...and I just cant do it...i hate people.
i hate the way they treat each other
i hate how people are such backstabbers and decievers
i feel like I am always the one that has to listen to everyone dump about everyone else
and now it has just made me hate people.
I really think that your environment can make or break you.
so here is the plan
I am going on a road trip this summer.
and this shit better be the best thing that has ever happened to me.
in April I will be working shit ass hours for three weeks. Then again for three weeks in May.
I most likely will have to work from 4am-2pm 5 days a week at Michaels and 230pm-1030pm at Whole Foods 5 nights a week.
At the end of this bullshit nonsense...I better have a place for us to live, most of my bills paid, and my sleeve started.
social life is out the door....i think it has been like that lately anyway.
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| stressin |
[13 Mar 2007|06:03pm] |
so now I am working at Whole Foods and Michaels....
almost 70 hours a week
plus going to school
i guess i wont be complaining one the money starts rolling in.
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| progress |
[22 Feb 2007|11:50am] |
3 days
173
we are going to busch gardens this weekend.
the next few weeks are busy..
tampa this weekend
wedding next weekend
killswitch show next monday
trying to move too
sweet
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[12 Feb 2007|07:08pm] |
KILLWHITNEYDEAD
Wed/Aug-1 Pensacola FL Beta Bar
Thur/Aug-2 Tampa, FL Orpheum
Fri/Aug-3 Orlando, FL The Social
Sat/Aug-4 Jacksonville, FL Jack Rabbits
Sun/Aug-5 Augusta, GA Sector 7g
Mon/Aug-6 Columbia, SC New Brookland
what a nice week
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[10 Feb 2007|02:31pm] |
been hanging out a lot
shows
shit like that
school is lame
at least im doing good.
mom's house was destroyed in a tornado.
like literally destroyed..
i cant believe it
im still waiting for pictures to confirm it in my head
financial planning is a bitch
hopefully we are getting a place in a couple months
on the intercoastal.
it will be dope as shit.
its so nice out today
i hate this house.
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| i dont get it |
[01 Feb 2007|03:26pm] |
i dont get god...
can someone please explain to me how he can give us these humps in our lives that we know we cannot deal with. that he presents us with these situations that only put us into more of a rut. i just don't get it.
i feel so punished all the time
and it just seems so evil to me
i just dont get it
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| this weekend |
[26 Jan 2007|11:52am] |
this weekend might possibly be my first weekend of the year to contribute to changing my life...
i can't wait.
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| when will it come together... |
[22 Jan 2007|07:26pm] |
-patriots lost
-working 12 hour days in Miami sucks
-having to get another job sucks
+having that job be at Whole Foods makes it better
-having the air conditioner in the house being broken sucks
-school sucks
-work school work sucks
-not having a phone sucks
-being around these people in this house sucks
+hanging out with great people makes things a little better
+waking up next to the one person that keeps me all together makes things a lot better
i just wish things would come together..for once in my life
good venting time this month
lots of shows to get my anger out at
and see people that i think care about me.
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